Smoking

Looking down at the little white cylinder in my hand.
Sun beating down on my face.
Breath short and quick.
"This fucker can give me lung cancer, if i get that its over"
I went cold turkey for 2 1/2 days. Results ended with a very cranky blogger and alcohol. Which in turn led to me smoking, with a resolution of smoking when i drink. Cold turkey is not going to work for me. Three smokes a day can suffice, it has to.
Cross your fingers and wish me luck.