Sunday, April 12, 2009
Looking down at the little white cylinder in my hand.
Sun beating down on my face.
Breath short and quick.
"This fucker can give me lung cancer, if i get that its over"
I went cold turkey for 2 1/2 days. Results ended with a very cranky blogger and alcohol. Which in turn led to me smoking, with a resolution of smoking when i drink. Cold turkey is not going to work for me. Three smokes a day can suffice, it has to.
Cross your fingers and wish me luck.